Archive for the ‘Musings’ Category

GUEST SPOT: How I got started (since I don’t have a guest until July :) )

Wednesday, May 21st, 2008

For now, since I don’t have a guest (wouldn’t be fair to anyone, since May’s almost over), I thought I might talk about how I got started writing (that seems to be a popular question).

To be honest, I can’t remember a time when I WASN’T writing.  When I was about two years old, I can remember getting in trouble because I scribbled lines of loops and swirls through the pages of one of my parents’ books.  I didn’t understand what I’d done wrong, at the time, because in my head, when I was making those squiggles, I was telling myself a story about fantastic creatures and great adventures. 

The hunger for written words was a big spur forward for me.  When I was three, I taught myself the alphabet, and then to read.  It was a painful process (and not just for me…lol… I bugged everyone I could find for help if I couldn’t sound out a word, or it didn’t make sense when I did), but I was determined to learn to read and write.  I had so many stories inside of me, clamoring to get out.

The first full story I ever read was a children’s version of the epic legend of Beowulf.  And I was hooked…lol.  I followed that with the story of Gawain & the Green Knight, and my love of Medieval history and Arthurian Legend took firm root.  But I wasn’t about to stop with reading.  The more I read, the more I wanted to write and create.

By the time I reached Kindergarten, at the age of five, I had a rudimentary understanding of writing (not that my penmanship was any good!).  By the end of that year, however, I’d gleaned enough to be able to string sentences together, and I was in the running.  But I had a problem.  While I had all these stories trapped in my head, I wasn’t sure how to get them out, properly.  I’d never attempted to write more than a few sentences, and none of those strung together.  I was getting frustrated, and fast.  I nearly gave up on the idea of writing after an injury to my left hand (yes, I’m left-handed) prevented me from participating fully in the lessons that would give me a place to start.

The credit for getting me to actually start writing stories goes to my third-grade teacher, to whom I will always be grateful.  He gave me a challenge – choose one inanimate object, and write a paragraph from its Point-Of-View.  *grins* By the time I was done, I had a whole story out, and suddenly, everything clicked open.  I knew exactly what to do. 

The next few years, I wrote a bunch of small, short stories for children (none have ever been published – they were very rough draft, and not great, but they were excellent teaching tools).  Then, in fifth grade, I decided what I really wanted to do was write my own interpretation of Arthurian Legend.  I’d been reading it for years, by then – everything I could get my hands on, from the Mabinogion, to Monmouth, to Mallory and beyond, and everything in between.  So I started researching.  And I started writing.

Is this interpretation complete?  No.  To this day, I’m still working on it.  I hope to someday have it completed and available for publication.  But several years into working on it, I changed gears and started writing another series (actually, it started out as a single book), based in a futuristic world, but with characters and some situations that were drawn out of my own life at the time.  These books would eventually become The Underground, a futuristic series I first had e-published in 2004 (currently, it’s looking for a new home).  And the rest, as they say, is history. 

 For anyone interested in being my Guest Author for a month, there are still a few openings for the late Fall and Winter this year left, and I’m willing to book ahead into next year, as well… please visit
http://www.esthermitchell.com/GuestAuthor.html for more information!

For anyone interested in finding out more about what I have available currently, please visit http://www.esthermitchell.com/Availabletitles.html  or, if you’re interested in buying, visit:
Project Prometheus #1: IN HER NAME
http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/in-her-name/prod_73.html

Project Prometheus #2: HOPE OF HEAVEN

 http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/hope-of-heaven/prod_128.html

BURDEN OF PROOF
http://www.esthermitchell.com/HanoverInvestigations/Burden.html

Musing on the Underground

Friday, April 18th, 2008

I know it seems a little odd for me to be focusing so much on a series that isn’t even available for sale, at the moment.  However, Underground is one series that’s never far from my mind, so what better place to devote time to it than here, where my musings (and muses) show themselves to the world.

Underground started life in a few words jotted on the inside of a paper airplane, that turned a friendship into something more.  I’ve been asked why, since it has such a heavy Science Fiction orientation, I chose to thread it with a romance, as well.  My answer is simple.  No one lives in a vacuum.  Even the most solitary person you can think of has a past, they are how they are for a reason.  And, because Underground’s characters are based in part on real people I’ve known, there are stories to be told, lives to be lived, by these characters.  The romantic elements add depth and connectivity to the characters, and maintain that thread of essential truth necessary to make the fiction work.

*smiles* Of course, I’ve been asked the opposite question, as well – why, if I write predominantly Romance, would I write a book so heavy with Science Fiction and Suspense motifs that have little to nothing to do with the romantic interaction.  That answer, as well, is simple.  When I first started writing, decades ago, my focus was on the Fantasy and Science Fiction genres.  Over time, my work evolved to incorporate Romance.  TAMIA  (Underground’s first book) was actually the first book I ever wrote that involved romantic interaction between the primary characters.

Underground takes a look inside the military world, and where I believe certain events and laws may be leading the world as a whole.  And it’s definitely a more sociological Science Fiction series than it is technologically heavy (think Bradbury, not Roddenbury).  Having grown up inside the “military machine” I’ve applied my unique perspectives to the writing process (I was actually still inside that world when I started writing this series, years ago).  And, lest anyone misinterpret me, there is a reason I used quotes around military machine.  I love the military, and I have nothing but respect for the men and women who are part of it (I would have been one, myself, had health issues not muddied the water), and my work is written from the perspective of those who put their lives on the line every day.  How the changing world and policies of governments effects their lives and ability to do their jobs.

:) Well, I’ve rambled enough.  Back to work, for me. 

Assumptions

Thursday, January 3rd, 2008

We’ve all heard the saying that assuming makes and ass out of you and me.  I firmly believe this is especially true when people make assumptions about each other upon a first meeting.  For me, it’s always my appearance.  All of my life, people have made snap judgements about me (unfairly, I might add).  How, you ask?  Here’s a few simple truths about me:

1.  I’m heavy.  People often interpret this as “I bet she eats a lot” or “She needs to get more exercise.”  Truth?  I’m also a recovering anorexic.  See what I mean about assumptions (close your mouths, btw)?  I’ve always BEEN heavy.  I have a thyroid condition and Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome.  These are two very dangerous causes of obesity in women.  I have an exercise regimine that I’m religious about, and I’m more conscious of what I put in my body than most people I know.  I don’t drink (alcohol) and I don’t smoke.  I’m self-conscious about eating, to this day (there was a time I REFUSED to eat), and I prefer whole foods like fresh fruit and vegetables over anything else. 

2.  I’m agoraphobic.  Surprised?  It’s true.  Being Empathic, the emotions of others are overwhelming to me, at times, and particularly in crowds.  There’s just too much of it.  To cover my panic and discomfort, I often act extremely silly or goofy, or I pop off with little quips.  People see me as a clown, or a prankster.  Some people see me as annoying.  The truth is, once a person truly gets to know me, and I’m in a setting where I feel comfortable and in control, I’m not any of those things.

3.  I’m Pagan.  *smiles* Now, I know there’re a few people out there who are already pulling back from their computers in disgust… One more sign that people make snap judgements.  My beliefs are complex and multi-layered, and many people don’t understand them… but then, most people don’t take the time to try, either, and that’s okay.  I don’t expect them to.  But when I see noses turn up at my religious jewellery, and I get told there are places I’m “not allowed” to wear it, I get offended.  No one tells a Christian to remove their cross, or a Jew to remove their Magen David, at work.   Seeing my pentacles as offensive is yet one more example of a society-driven assumption.

4.  I love black and red.  I wear them all the time, and I love the Goth style.  And I’ve watched people cross to the other side of the street to go around me, like I’m dangerous (or have a contagious, deadly disease), while others stare at me like they’re trying to figure me out.  Neither really bothers me too much, most times.  But the first group’s assumption that I’m dangerous is misguided, at best.  I’ll help anyone who needs it, and the only people who should find me dangerous are those who’re hurting someone else.  As for the ones trying to figure me out… *grins* If you do, could you please clue me in? ;)

Anyway, I’ve rambled enough for today, and I’m sure you’ve all now learned more about me than you ever wanted to!  Have a great and blessed day!